2007-05-16 // 00:47:43
scrubs077
dont't worry. This times will pasted, really.
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I'm sure of that too, but the crisis comes in waves, so I do have it on a regularly basis, but I'm already working on a solution...I try not to worry though

2007-01-13 // 13:48:40
PhotoDr
i get it

2007-01-03 // 15:36:34
CDR
i love it. in a very dark way.
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interesting...but nice

2006-11-21 // 21:38:55
stan.lmrvg
i love you're pretty smile !!!
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I tried my best not to smile, but I'm smiling right now...

2006-11-06 // 17:42:25
julienb
very strong portrait!
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thank you so much. I felt really bad at the time I took this selfportrait. Now I feel different, better :)

2006-06-19 // 19:20:57
Gulli
I understand what you are feeling... so deeply... it makes me throw myself into questionning too. I wonder a lot about "happiness", ask myself what it is exactly. Sometimes I know, and that's good for now, focalize on good points of life... Sometimes I tell myself I would be much happier if I wasn't asking myself so many questions... and ask for lobotomy. Life if a fucking yoyo. Hope you find stability and feel better lady. The positive side of that is the lovely picture you made of it. Really expressive. Hang in there !
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Happiness is something we just can't define very well, but everybody is seeking for it...

thank you for your comment...I try to focus on the good things and it works quite well...but you know sometimes you just fall in one big hole and it's so hard to get out again...

2006-06-17 // 01:02:05
David_S
just came across this - beautifully moving shot : don't really know what to add to what bonnie and carmen have said other than i hope you feel better now than you did then .. and hang on to the little things ... works for me occassionaly :-)
take care

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lovely of you to pass by and leaving such a nice comment. Yes indeed I do feel better or lets say different, cause I made some major changes to my life, but those lead to other unsolved problems, as always...I love to hang on to the small things...it really helps a lot...

2006-04-15 // 20:50:52
bonnie
i second carmen's wise comment nicole.

i felt much the same way most of my life until i realized that where-ever i am, IS my place in this world...doesn't stop the need to struggle to make sense of where i am, where i've been, where i'm going....but there is no sadness now, just a sense of wonder....that despite my best efforts at creating predictability and certainty...life is a continuous marvel of surprises...

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thank you so much for your words...I'm struggling for quite some time now and from time to time it's worse, and now with a job that makes me unhappy it's even harder...but I try to find a way, cause that's no life like that...

2006-04-15 // 16:34:01
currywurst
hey, wie wir alle suchen....
ein brötli mit mir würd dich sicher auch nicht aufmuntern, he!?...
keep in touch!


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vielen dank für die aufmunternden worte, im moment bin ich schon etwas unglücklich, aber ich hoffe auf besserung

2006-04-15 // 13:17:28
KPS
wel you just made a beautiful picture...so
you've got a lot of work to do in this world.
just keep on going!!!

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thanks for your encouraging words...still figuring out a solution